It’s nice to feel like the world is slowing down, but it’s scary to feel that the virus is picking up speed while the world is slowing down. And it’s exentuated by the fact that the people I love most in this world are the people who are most vulnerable, and will not be okay if everyone doesn’t do their work to slow the virus down. That’s scary, to feel like I’m endangering my family and loved ones every time I come home from a masked and gloved trip to the grocery store, and that other people could be endangering them too.